
:'(
" The road to hell is paved in good intentions..."
Misguided, chided for when my passions and pain collided..
faith suspensions.. only to redo egotistic divinintiy..
serving detentions..
Denial master..
crying in the dark..
amoung friends..
alone.. in a room , laughter
"Sweet King of kings.. please hit my mark"..
stab the pain till it too bleeds..
as I pray for my innocent, sinful deeds..
and wait for your sign..
Sweet Jah i know I am yours, cause my heart claims you as mine..
Please give me the time..
defeated on all fours..
help me rise.
I hear your beautiful music playing for me..
the light i walk to blindly..
Whispers from all sides..
there she hides... to break me..
he mummbles..
they proposition..
I stumble.. lose my position..
Catch me blessed father.. catch me..
my flesh is ..
all I claim as my own..
I pray, one day.. that with you i find a home..
Pain, Pain, Pain..
doubt..
babylon in my head i am yet to get out...
let me rise.
Epiphany..
Sweet victory..
ecclesiatic
I picture my..
my..
sweet Jah..
myself..
crying..
with tears falling on the white horse I ride..
as I bleed no more..
I shine bright like the sun..
and his spirit feels like the water on my skin..and it washes the sweat marking my sin..
mind's eye sees creation in a snap..
crucial baby..
fi bonononous.. crucial ..
Have you ever seen black shine so, so bright, my soul embraces Eve in the flesh..
In Zion I walk forever..
My mane swings in Nine Mile Kingston..
Tafari and I share a handshake and I wield sword..
Oh Isreal.. I wake..
still in sin's flesh..
but blessed just the same..
conquering lion..
stronger each day..
by day..
by day..
Him voice guiding my soul..
most of the time..
and he smiles at his
crafty..
naughty, precious, little son..
with a smile of pride..
and whispers..
no need to hide..
my little lion..
blessed be your creation and my mistake..
my mistake is none..
we have won my child,.,
(whew!)
and i await your soul with me.
Absolutely breathtaking and so so touching. I feel cleansed just reading your words today. Real pouring of the soul. If you have not posted this one on the poetry board, you should. This is heavy and so worth the read. Blessings Zion